My Christmas List
I will start with material goods on a personal level, because these are the easiest.
Tangible goods on a personal level:
1. A nice pea coat that can match fancier outfits, since I have a scary obsession in matching in fanciness over matching in anything else
2. Discovery of a new fragrance that I can smell and enjoy myself (since I have an unusually dull sense of smell)
Slightly more difficult…
On a personal level, cannot assign a monetary value to:
1. Subscribers who will subscribe to my blog and read it regularly 
2. Know what I’m looking for in a potential relationship, maybe I can’t find one because I don’t know what I want
Pretty much impossible now 
On a global level:
1. To see US companies that deserve to fail actually fail. This can only happen if the government stops interfering and pumping money into the free market, which is not going to happen the way we’re going.
2. The end of partial communism in practice until humans become like robots and lose all sense of self-interest
No related posts.
do u really consider yourself un-motivated?
i dont understand…
ur blogs pretty impressive –
ur motivated to to do that?
Nah, I’m way more ambitious when I plan than when I actually write. That’s why I have like a million drafts at any given time, most of which end up unfinished and unpublished.
For some reason, whenever I see ‘pea coat’, I imagine a coat made entirely of peas, and the thought makes me gag. Ngh.
Also, as far as a smell goes, coconut. Just throwing that out there.